Just bought three mini BITWC posters. I didn’t even look at them.
They were £1.90.
I am weak (for Lea Seydoux)
In one week Ilya and I get to spend a WHOLE ten days together and that is the longest we’ve had together in almost a year, we are gonna have so much sex and see so many bands and spend five nights in a tent not sleeping bc we’ll be rollin too hard and it’s going to be incredible!! being in love is fun!!
I can’t believe I first knew of Xavier Dolan way back in 2008 and look at him now so successful, what a sweetheart xo
I put more enthusiasm into my sexts than I ever did in three years of university xo
When we first met you were a constellation;
And I was a consolation prize.
The archaic shape of half and half
We placed together like two ragtag puzzle pieces that didn’t quite fit.
Your bones were an Alcatraz with a sentence too long,
You were in love
(me and her)
and I’m not saying it was a lie -
but I’m not saying it was a straight line either -
It was contextual.
Because it was easier to fall in love with a soft fabrication
than it was a scribbed truth;
an admission of reservation for the newness garnered from an audience of two
(you and her)
and she clapped the loudest.
It was barefaced in the same way you made me wipe mine off on the first morning after the night before
because everything was softer in the morning dew
and you touched my arm with your fingertips
and it felt like something raw
and you came with great intentions.
"she never used to wear makeup"
I wore a full face next Tuesday.
(I was never that truthful anyway.)
You became my point of navigation
A homing device for the dark -
streetlights became a compass following a pattern to the sea
It was safe. And it was home.
And it was like we’d finally found the space where my body fits into yours perfectly.
Like we were made of starlight for the sole purpose
for when we die,
and our atoms were to live on forever intertwined
And it’s like the night held our initials in the sky for our remains to find;
you’d point them out and I’d say
"I placed them there for you."
My new dress only just about covers my nipples so it’s gonna be really fun to count the number of men who can’t make eye contact with me bc they’re too busy trying not to look at my nipples xo
I got a cheque from the tax office today giving me £600 and it says it’s because I got charged too much tax at my old job but I know it’s because I’m cute as hell and deserve so much money
I keep forgetting to put my sex toys away and my mam keeps coming into my room to talk to me and glances around the room and I KNOW she’s seen them on multiple occasions but hasn’t said anything so now it’s become a game, welcome player one xo
When am I leaving?